Somebody, please give some love and support to this girl. She says she’s going to commit suicide this Saturday and I refuse to stand by and let it happen. I looked through her blog and she gets a lot of hate mail, telling her she needs to kill herself among other profanities. NOT. OKAY.
So I’ve been going to the gym twice a day, because… well, because I want to.
Right when they open and an hour before they close.
The problem is the night time. There’s a guy that goes there that… I really don’t like.
He’s the one who called me fat over a year ago that made me really depressed and finally decide to do something about my weight. Not only that, but he pretended to be my friend, but when I came to him really upset about something someone had said to me he just brushed me off like I didn’t matter.
He’s fully aware that I’m pissed and refuse to acknowledge him, it just makes going there for my evening work outs really awkward.
I want someone to go with me, so I don’t feel so RAWR! but no one will :(
I wish he didn’t bother me so much, but he does. Can’t he just work out some other time, I mean… They are open ALL DAY!!
I don’t know what it is…
I was fine all day. My food choices were good, my portions were small.
I went to the gym and busted out a 45 minute work out cause I was tired (I usually do an hour and half). For dinner I had garlic baked salmon over a bed of spinach (YUM) and then…
Fuck! My body just went crazy!
I’ve been starving ever since dinner! I had crackers, chocolate, a piece of homemade bread with cream cheese… And I’m still hungry!!! I’ve stopped eating, because I just don’t want to anymore, but DAMNIT!!!
Why am I so hungry?
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:D This makes me feel so good! I can’t wait to show you all where I’ll be January 1st! The one year mark!!!